The Trail of ’98
A Vivid Tale of the Yukon Gold Rush
Robert W. Service
The Busy Man's Magazinez
Author of “The Songs of a Sourdough’’ and “Ballads of a Cheechako.”
(Registered in accordance with the Copyright Act by Robert W. Service. Canadian serial rights owned by The MacLean Publishing Company.)
THE R OAD 7 0 AN Y WHERE
This is the lavo of the Yukon, and ever she makes it plain ; ’ ' *,* “ Send not your foolish and feeble ; send me your strong and you f sane. Strong for the red rage of battle ; sane, for I harry them sore ; f Send me men girt for the combat, men voho are grit to the core ; , Svoift as the panther in triumph, fierce as the bear in defeat, ’.'0 • Sired of a bulldog parent, steeled in the furnace heat. / Send me the best of your breeding, lend me your chosen ones ; '• Them voill I take to my bosom, them voill 1 call my som -, Them voill I gild voith my treasure, them voill I glut voith my one aí-, But the others—the misfu, the failures—I trample under my feet. ” —“ Songs of a Sourdough.
THE north wind is keening overhead. It minds me of the howl of a wolf-dog tinder the Arctic stars. Sitting alone by the glow of the great peat fire I can hear it high up in the braeside firs. It is the voice, inexorably scornful, of the Great White Land.
Oh, I hate it, I hate it ! Why cannot a man be allowed to forget? It is near ten years since I joined the Eager
Army. I have travelled : I have been a pilgrim to the shrines of beauty; I have pursued the phantom of happiness even to the ends of the earth. Still it is always the same—I cannot forget.
Why should a man be ever shadowed by the vampire wing of his past? Have I not a right to be happy ? Money, estate, name, are mine, all that means an open sesame to the magic door. Others go in, but I beat against its flinty portals with
hands that bleed. No! I have no right to be happy. The ways of the world are open; the banquet of life is spread; the wonder-workers plan their pageants of beauty and joy, and yet there is no praise in my heart. I have seen, I have tasted, I have tired. Ashes and dust and bitterness are all my gain, 1 will try no more. It is the shadow of the vampire wing.
So I sit in the glow of the great peat fire, tired and sad beyond belief. Thank God ! at least I am home. Everything is so little changed. The fire lights the oak-panelled hall; the crossed claymores gleam; the eyes in the mounted deer-heads shine glassily; rugs of fur cover the polished floor; all is comfort, home and the haunting atmosphere of my boyhood. Sometimes I fancy it has been a dream, the Great White Silence, the lure of the gold^spell, the delirium of the struggle; a dream, and I will awake to hear Garry calling me to shoot over the moor, to see dear little mother \vith her meek sensitive mouth, rheAcheeks as delicately tinted as the leaves of-.a briar rose. But no ! The hall is 'sj$£nt. Mother has gone to her long rest. Garry sleeps under the snow. Siléffce everywhere ; I am alone, alone..*..*
So I sit in.We big, oak-carved chair .of,my forftfttliers, before the great peat fire, 4' peak-faced drooping figure of a man with hair untimely grey. My crutch lies on the floor by my side. My old nurse comes up quietly to look at the fire. Her rosy, wrinkled face smiles cheerfully, but I can see the anxiety in her blue eyes. She is afraid for me. Maybe the doctor has told her—something.
No doubt my days are numbered, so I am minded to tell of it all: of the Big Stampede, of the Treasure Trail, of the Gold-born City; of those who followed the gold-lure into the Great White Land, of the evil that befell them, of Garry and of Berna. Perhaps it will comfort me to tell of these things. To-morrow I will begin; tonight, leave me to my memories.
Berna! I spoke of her last. She rises before me now with her spiritpale face and her great troubleful grey eyes, a little tragic figure, ineffably pitiful. Where are you now, little one? I have searched the world for you. I have scanned a million faces. Day and night have I sought, always hoping, always baffled, for, God help me, dear, I love you. Among that mad lusting horde, you were so weak, so helpless, yet so hungry for love.
With the aid of my crutch I unlatch one of the long windows, and step out onto the terrace. From the cavernous dark the snowflakes sting my face. Yet as I stand there, once more I have a sense of another land, of imperious vastitudes, of a silent empire, unfathomably lonely.
Ghosts ! They are all around me. The darkness teams with them, Garry, my brother, among them. Then they all fade and give way to one face. . .
Berna, I love you always. Out of the night I cry to you, Berna, the cry of a broken heart. Is it your little pitiful ghost that comes down to me? Oh, I am waiting, waiting. Here will I wait, Berna, till zue meet once more. For meet we zuill, beyond the mists, beyond the dreaming, at last, dear love, at last.
THE ROAD TO ANYWHERE
Can you recall, dear comrade, nvhen nve tramped God's land together, And nve sang the old, old Earth-Song, for our youth nvas very snveet; When nve drank and fought and lusted, as nve mocked at tie and tether, Along the road to Anynvhere, the nvide nvorld at our feet. Along the road to Anynvhere, nvken each day had its story, Ik hen time nvas y ei our vassal, and life's jest nvas still unstale-, When peace unfathomed filled our hearts as, bathed in amber glory, Along the road to Anynvhere nve nvatched the sunsets pale.
Alas! the road to Anywhere is pitfalled with disaster; There’s hunger, want, and weariness, yet O we loused it so! As on we tramped exultantly, and no man was our master, And no man guessed what dreams were ours, as swinging heel and toe, IVe tramped the road to Anywhere, the magic road to Anywhere, The tragic road to Anywhere such dear, dim years ago. —“ Songs of a Sourdough. ”
As far back as I can remember I have faithfully followed the banner of Romance. It has given colour to my life, made me a dreamer of dreams, a player of parts. As a boy, roaming alone the wild heather hills, I have heard the glad shouts of the football players on the green, yet never ettled to join them. Mine was the richer, rare joy. Still can I see myself in those days, a little shy-mannered lad in kilts, bareheaded to the hill breezes, with health-bright cheeks, and a soul happed up in dreams.
And, indeed, I lived in an enchanted land, a land of griffins and kelpies, of princesses and gleaming knights. From each black tarn I looked to see a scaly reptile rise, from every fearsome cave a corby emerge. There were green spaces among the heather where the fairies danced, and every scaur and linn had its own familiar spirit. I peopled the good green wood with the wild creatures of my thought, nymph and faun, naiad and dryad, and would have been in nowise surprised to meet in the leafy coolness the great god Pan himself.
It was at night, however, that my dreams were most compelling. I strove against the tyranny of sleep. Lying in my small bed, I revelled in delectable imaginings. Night after night I fought battles, devised pageants, partitioned empires. I gloried in details. My rugged war-lords were very real to me, and my adventures sounded many periods of history. I was a solitary caveman with an axe of stone; I was a Roman soldier of fortune ; I was a Highland outlaw of the Rebellion. Always I fought for a lost cause, and always my sympathies were with the rebel.
I feasted with Robin Hood1 on the King’s venison; I fared forth with Dick Turpin on the gibbet-haunted heath ; I followed Morgan, the Buccaneer, into strange and exotic lands of trial and treasure. It was a wonderful gift of visioning that was mine in those days.
It was the bird-like flight of the pure child-mind to whom the unreal is yet the real.
Then, suddenly, I arrived at a second phase of my mental growth in which fancy usurped the place of Imagination. The modern equivalents of Romance attracted me, and, with my increasing grasp of reality, my gift of vision faded. As I had hitherto dreamed of knight-errants, of corsairs and of outlaws, I now dreamed of cowboys, of gold-seekers, of beach. combers. Fancy painted scenes in which I, too, should play a rousing part. I read avidly all I could find dealing with the Far West, and ever my wistful gaze roved over the grey sea. The spirit of Romance beaconed to me. I, too, would adventure in the stranger lands, and face their perils and brave their dangers. The joy of the thought exulted in my veins, and scarce could I bide the day when the roads of chance and change would be open to my feet.
It is strange that in all these years I confided in none. Garry, who was my brother and my dearest friend, would have laughed at me in that affectionate way of his. You would never have taken us for brothers. We were so different in temperament and appearance that we were almost the reverse of each other. He was the handsomest boy I have ever seen, frank, fair-skinned and winning, while I was dark, dour and none too
well favoured, lie was the best runner and swimmer in the parish, and the idol of the village lads. 1 cared nothing for games and would be found somewhere among the heather hills, always by my lone self and nearly always with a story book in my pocket. Pie was clever, practical and ambitious, excelling in all his studies; whereas, except in those which appealed to my imagination, I was a dullard and a dreamer.
Yet we loved each other as few brothers do. Oh, how I admired him ! He was my ideal, and too often the hero of my romances. Garry would have laughed at my heroworship; he was so matter-of-fact, effective and practical. Yet he understood me, my Celtic ideality, and1 that shy reserve which is the armour of a sensitive soul. Garry in his fine, clever way knew me and shielded me and cheered me. He was so buoyant and charming he heartened you like Spring sunshine, and braced you like a morning wind on the mountain top. Yes, not excepting Mother, Garry knew me better than any one has ever done, and I loved him for it. It seems overfond to say this, but he did not have a fault: tenderness, humour, enthusiasm, sympathy and the beauty of a young god, all that was manfully endearing was expressed in this brother of mine.
So we grew to manhood there in that West Highland country,, and surely our lives were pu-re and simple and sweet. I had never been further from home than the little market town where we sold our sheep. Mother managed the estate till Garry was old enough, when he took hold with a vigour and grasp that delighted every one. I think our little Mother stood rather in awe of my keen, capable, energetic brother. There was in her a certain dreamy wistful idealism that made her beautiful in my eyes, and to look on she was as fair as any picture. Specially do I remember the delicate colouring of her face and her eyes, blue like deep corn-flowers. She was not overstrong, and took much com-
fort from religion. Her lips, which were fine and sensitive, had a particularly sweet expression, and I wish to record of her that never once did I see her cross, always sweet, gentle, smii-
So our home was an ideal one; Garry, tall, fair and winsome; myself, dark, dreamy, reticent; and between us, linking all three in a perfect bond of love and sympathy, our gentle, delicate Mother.
So in serenity and sunshine the days of my youth went past. I still maintained my character as a drone and a dreamer. I used my time tramping the moorland with a gun, whipping the foamy pools of the burn for trout, or reading voraciously in the library. Mostly I read books of travel, and especially did I relish the literature of Vagabondia. I had come under the spell of Stevenson. His name spelled Romance to me, and my fancy etched him in his lonely exile. Forthright I determined I too would seek these ultimate islands, and from that moment I was a changed being. I nursed the thought with joyous enthusiasm. 1 would be a frontiersman, a trailbreaker, a treasure-seeker. The virgin prairies called to me; the susurrus of the giant pines echoed in my heart ; •but most of all, I felt the spell of those gentle islands where care is a stranger, and all is sunshine, song and the glowing bloom of eternal summer.
About this time Mother must have worried a good deal over my future. Garry was now the young Laird, and I was but an idler, a burden on the estate. At last I told her I wanted to go abroad, and then it seemed as if a great difficulty was solved. We remembered of a cousin who was sheepranching in the Saskatchewan valley and had done well. It was arranged that I should join him as a pupil, then, when I had learned enough, buy a place of my own. It may be imagined that while I apparently acquiesced in
this arrangement, I had already determined that as soon as I reached the new land I would take my destiny into my own hands.
I will never forget the damp journey to Glasgow and the misty landscape viewed through the streaming window pane of a railway carriage. I was in a wondrous state of elation. When we reached the great smoky city I was lost Ín amazement not unmixed with fear. Never had I imagined such crowds, such houses, such hurry. The three of us, Mother, Garry and I, wandered and wondered for three days. Folks gazed at us curiously, sometimes admiringly, for our cheeks were bright with Highland health, and our eyes candid as the June skies. Garry in particular, tall, fair and handsome, seemed to call forth glances of interest wherever he went. Then as the hour of my departure drew near a shadow fell on us.
I will not dwell on our leave-taking. If I broke down in unmanly grief, it must be remembered I had never before been from home. I was but a lad, and these two were all in all to me. Mother gave up trying to be brave, and mingled her tears with mine. Garry alone contrived to make some show of cheerfulness. Alas ! all my elation had gone. In its place was a sense of guilt, of desertion, of unconquerable gloom. I had an inkling then of the tragedy of motherhood, the tender love that would hold, yet cannot, the world-call and the ruthless, estranging years, all the memories of clinging love given only to be taken away.
“Don’t cry, sweetheart Mother,” I said ; “I’ll be back again in three years.”
“Mind you do, my boy, mind you do.”
She looked at me woefully sad, and I had a queer, heart-rending prevision I would never see her more. Garry was supporting her, and she seemed to have suddenly grown very frail. He was pale and quiet, but I could see he was vastly moved.
“Athol,” said he, “if ever you need me just send for me. I’ll come no matter how long or how hard the way.”
I can see them to this day standing there in the drenching rain, Garry fine and manly, Mother small and drooping. I can see her with her delicate rose colour, her eyes like wood violets drowned in tears, her tender, sensitive lips quivering with emotion.
“Good-bye, laddie, good-bye.”
I forced myself away, and stumbled on board. When I looked back again they were gone, but through the grey shadows there seemed to come back to me a cry of heartache and irremediable loss.
It was on a day of early Autumn when I stood knee-deep in the heather of Glengvle, and looked wistfully over the grey sea. ‘Twas but a month later when, homeless and friendless, I stood on the beach by the Cliff House of San Francisco, and gazed over the fretful waters of another ocean. Such is the romance of destiny.
Consigned, so to speak, to my cousin, the sheep-raiser of the Saskatchewan, I found myself setting foot on the strange land with but little heart for my new vocation. My mind, cramful of book notions, craved for the larger life. I was valiantly mad for adventure; to fare forth hap hazardly ; to come upon naked danger ; to feel the bludgeonings of mischance ; to tramp, to starve, to sleep under the stars. It was the callow boy-idea perpetuated in the man, and it was to lead me a sorry dance. But I could not overbear it. Strong in me was the spirit of the gypsy. The joy of youth and health was brawling in my veins. A few thistledown years, said I, would not matter. And there was Stevenson and his glamorous islands winning me on.
So it came about I stood solitary on the beach by the seal rocks, with a
thousand memories confusing in my head. There was the long train ride with its strange pictures: the crude farms, the glooming forests, the gleaming lakes that would drown my whole country, the aching plains, the mountains that rip-sawed the sky, the fear-made-eternal of the desert. Lastly, a sudden, sunlit paradise, California.
I had lived through a week of wizardry such as I had never dreamed of, and here was I at the very throne of Western empire. And what a place it was, and what a people—with the imperious mood of the West softened by the spell of the Orient and mellowed by the glamour of Old Spain. San Francisco! A score of tongues clamoured in her streets and in her byeways, a score of races lurked austerely. She suckled at her breast the children of the old grey nations and gave them oí her spirit, that swift purposeful spirit so proud of past achievement and so convinced of glorious destiny.
I marvelled at the rush of affairs and the zest of amusement. Every one seemed to be making money easily and spending it eagerly. Every one was happy, sanguine, strenuous. At night Market Street was a dazzling alley of light, where stalwart men and handsome women jostled in and out of the glittering restaurants. Yet amid this eager passionate life I felt a dreary sense of outsideness. At times my heart fairly ached with loneliness, and I wandered the pathways of the park, or sat forlornly in Portsmouth Square as remote from it all as a gazer on his mountain top beneath the stars.
I became a dreamer of the water front, for the notion of the South Seas was ever in my head. I loafed in the sunshine, sitting on the pier-edge, with eyes fixed on the lazy shipping. These were care-free, irresponsible days, and not, I am now convinced, entirely misspent. I came to know the worthies of the wharfside. and plunged into an under-world of fascinating repellency. Crimpdom eyed
and tempted me, but it was always with whales or seals, and never with pearls or copra. I rubbed shoulders with eager necessity, scrambled for free lunches in frowsy barrooms, and amid the scum and debris of the waterside found much food for sober thought. Yet at times I blamed myself for thus misusing my days, and memories of Glengyle and Mother and Garry loomed up with reproachful vividness.
I was, too, a seeker of curious experience, and this was to prove my undoing. The night-side of the city was unveiled to me. With the assurance of innocence I wandered everywhere. I penetrated the warrens of underground Chinatown, wondering why white women lived there, and why they hid at sight of me. Alone I poked my way into the opium joints and the gambling dens. Once I stumbled on an alley of the unsexed. Alen, flushed and gloating, were streaming up and down it. for its shame was screened from the public street. Nearly 200 windows were there, and in each were the wares displayed as alluringly as might be. I wondered what my grim, covenating ancestors would have made of it. I never thought to have seen the like, and with my high-flown notions it was like a shock to me. God knows I have seen enough since to make me callous to such things.
My nocturnal explorations came to a sudden end. One foggy midnight, coming up Pacific Street with its glut of saloons, I was clouted shrewdly from behind and dropped most neatly in the gutter. When I came to, very sick and dizzy in a side alley, I found I had been robbed of my pocketbook with nearly all my money therein. Fortunately I had left my watch in the hotel safe, and by selling it was not entirely destitute; but the situation forced me from my citadel of pleasant dreams, and confronted me with the grimmer realties of life.
I became a habitue of the ten-cent restaurant. I was amazed to find how excellent a meal I could have for ten cents. Oh for the uncaptious appetite
of these haphazard days! With some thirty odd dollars standing between me and starvation, it was obvious I must become a hewer of wood and a drawer of water, and to this end I haunted the employment offices. They were bare, sordid rooms, crowded by men who chewed, swapped stories, yawned and studied the blackboards where the day’s wants were set forth. Only driven to labor by dire necessity, their lives. I found, held three phases—looking for work, working, spending the proceeds. They were the Great Unskilled, face to face with the necessary evil of toil.
One morning, on seeking my favorite labor 'bureau, I found an unusual flutter among the bench-warners. A big contractor wanted fifty men immediately. No experience was required, and the wages were to be two dollars a day. With a number of others I pressed forward, was interviewed and accepted. The same day we were marched in a body to the railway depot, and herded into a fourth-class car.
Where we were going I knewT not; of what we were going to do I had no inkling. I only knew we were southbound, and at long last I might fairly consider myself to be the shuttlecock of fortune.
I left San Francisco blanketed in grey fog and besomed by a roaring wind ; when I opened my eyes I was in a land of spacious sky and broad, clean sunshine. Orange groves rushed to welcome us ; orchards of almond and olive twinkled joyfully in the limpid air ; tall, gaunt and ragged, the scaly eucalyptus fluttered at us a morning greeting, while snowy houses, wallowing in greenery, flashed a smile at us as we rumbled past. It seemed like a land of promise, of song and sunshine, and silent and apart I sat to admire and to enjoy.
“Looks pretty swell, don’t it?”
I will call him the Prodigal. He was about my own age, thin, but sun-
browned and healthy. His hair was darkly red and silky, his teeth white and even as young corn. His eyes twinkled with a humorsome light, but his face was shrewd, alert and aggressive.
“Yes,” I said soberly, for I have always been backward with strangers.
“Pretty good line. The banana belt. Old Sol working overtime. Blossom and fruit cavorting on the same tree. Eternal summer. Land of the Manana, the festive frijole, the neverchilly Chili. Ever been here before?” “No.”
“Neither have I. Glad I came, even if it’s to do the horny-handed son of toil stunt. Got the makings?”
“No, I’m sorry; I don’t smoke.”
“All right, guess I got enough.”
He pulled forth a limp sack of powdery tobacco, and spilled some grains into a brown cigarette paper, twisting it deftly and bending over the ends. Then he smoked with such enjoyment that I envied him.
“Where are we going, have you any idea?” I asked.
“Search me,” he said, inhaling deeply; “the guy in charge isn’t exactly a free information bureau. When it comes to peddling the bull con he’s there, but when you try to pry off a few slabs of cold hard fact it’s his Sunday olí.”
“But,” I persisted, “have you no idea?”
“Well, one thing you can bank on, they’ll work the Judas out of us. The gentle grafter nestles in our midst. This here’s a cinch game and we are the fall guys. The contractors are a bum outfit. They’ll squeeze us at every turn. There was two plunks to the employment man; they got half. Twenty for railway fare; they come in on that. Stop at certain hotels : a rake-off there. Stage fare : more graft. Five dollars a week for board: costs them two fifty, and they will be stomach robbers at that. Then they will ring in twice as many men as they need, and lay us off half the time, so
that we just about even up on our board bill. Oh, I am onto their curves, all right.”
“Then,” I said, “if you know so much why did you come with us?”
“Well, if I know so much you just bet I know some more. I’ll go one better. You watch my smoke.”
lie talked on with a wonderful vivid manner and an outpouring knowledge of life, so that I was hugely interested. Yet ever and anon an allusion of taste would betray him, so that at no time did I fail to see that his roughness was only a veneer. As it turned out he was better educated by far than I, a Yale boy taking a post-graduate course in the University of Hard Luck.
My reserve once thawed, I told him much of my simple life. He listened, intently sympathetic.
“Say,” said he earnestly when I had finished, “I’m rough-and-ready in my ways. Life to me’s a game, sort of masquerade, and I’m the worst masquerader in the bunch. But I know how to handle myself, and I can jolly my way along pretty well. Now, you re green, if you’ll excuse me saying it, and maybe I can help you some. Likewise you’re the only one in all the gang of hobos that’s my kind. Come on. let’s be partners.”
I felt greatly drawn to him and agreed gladly.
“Now,” said he, “I must go and jolly along the other boys. Aren’t they a fierce bunch? Colored gentlemen, Slavonians, Polaks, Dagoes, Swedes— well, I’ll go prospecting, and see what I can strike.”
He went among them with a jabber of strange terms, a bright smile and ready banter, so that I could see that he was to be a quick favorite. I envied him for his ease of manner, a thing I could never compass. Presently he returned to me.
“Say, partner, got any money?”
There was something frank and
compelling in his manner, so that I
produced the few dollars I had left, and spread them before him.
“That’s all my wealth,” I said smilingly.
He divided it into two equal portions and returned one to me. He took a note of the other, saying:
“All right, I’ll settle up with you later on.”
He went off with my money. He seemed to take it for granted I would not object, and on my part I cared little, being only too eager to show I trusted him. A few minutes later behold him seated at a card-table with three rough-necked, hard-bitten-looking men. They were playing poker, and, thinks I : “Here’s good-bye to my money.” It reminded me of wolves and a lamb. I felt sorry for my new friend, and I was only glad he had so little to lose.
We were drawing in to Los Angeles when he rejoined me. To my surprise he emptied his pockets of wrinkled notes and winking silver to the tune of twenty dollars, and dividing it equally, handed half to me.
“Here, says he, “plant that in your dip.”
“No,” I said, “just give me back what you borrowed ; that’s all I want.”
“Oh, forget it! You staked me, and it’s well won. These guinneys took me for a jay. Thought I was easy, but I’ve forgotten more than ever they knew, and I haven’t forgotten so much either.”
“No, you keep it, please. I don’t want it.”
“Oh, come ! put your Scotch scruples in your pocket. Take the money.”
“No,” I said obstinately.
“Look here, this partnership of ours is based on financial equality. If you don’t like my gate, you don’t need to swing on it.”
“All right,” said I tartly, “I don’t want to.”
Then I turned on my heel.
(To be Continued.)